Where Are You Now?

Have you ever felt like you are loosing your mind? As if you are no longer the person you knew, that you feel like a total stranger. That is what I've been feeling for most of this year but particularly over the past few months. I look in the mirror and I see a person I do not recognise, I feel as if I have become a mere shadow of myself, that pieces of me are slowing disappearing with the breeze and I hate this feeling. I can't think at all, it is as if someone how stolen my mind and just left the shell of it.

Nothing feels right this year. I have barely taken any photos this year. I used to always be attached to my damn camera, you couldn't tear me away from it. I would come home from a night out with pictures galore but this year has produced nothing, nothing! I even bought a new dSLR to give me some inspiration but no I have yet to seriously use the camera. I have concepts and ideas floating in my head but I lack the motivation to shoot them. I look at my camera and always say another day.

The words that would so effortlessly flow now I escape in a stutter. Everything I love is now like another book on the shelf, that just sits there gathering a thick layer of dust. I'm over this feeling, I just want out of this self destructive spiral. I want my mind back or maybe my mind is just past it used by date and can no longer produce those eloquent words that I used to fall in love with.

Is this the beginning of the end or is it the start of something new?


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Now playing: Death Cab For Cutie - Pity And Fear
via FoxyTunes

This Is The Start Of ...

To people reading this welcome to my new blog. I have moved my blog from myspace to here because I wanted to create something new and make it more of my own.

For any new readers out there just some quick facts about me. I'm a university/college student whatever you want to call it. I am young and arrogant with too many opinions on everything and anything. Living in Australia in the trashtastic city of the Gold Coast. I have a few loves in my life and that being music, photography, politics and philosophy, which my blogs will be centered around though mainly philosophy and politics. Although with the occasional blog where I act like an overdramatic youth. I day dream far too much and get lost in my head often, analysing the actions of others and how certain habits attribute to who they are. My day dreaming and opinions will get me into trouble one day.

I will post a proper entry sometime next week.



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Now playing: Anthony Green - Dear Child (I've Been Trying to Reach You)
via FoxyTunes